No Topic !!!

After a long time i am writing this blog. Its almost a month since i wrote my last blog. When i started to write blogs, i thought i should be wrting atleast twice or thrice a week but i couldnt do that....IRREGULARITY. I hate being irregular, but this has been my habbit not only in the recent times but it was from my young age. Though i hate it and want to get rid off it, all the efforts which i have taken to stop being irregular have gone vain. You might ask me what kind of efforts i have taken so far, the answer is NOTHING!!!

Ya, i have taken nothing to stop it. Just few weeks back i planned to jog daily in the evening. Do you know for how long i was continuing the plan??? Just for a couple of weeks, thats it. Not more than that. When i tired to figure out the reason for all my irregularities, the answer was nothing but LAZZINESS. Ya, i know its common with all people but mine is too much i guess. I have already started feeling the pain its causing me.

But what have i taken to overcome my lazziness??? Again NOTHING, the reason is again lazziness. Hmmm.... so thesedays i even stopped worrying about it. I have never been on time for any occasion, i havnt submitted my assignments on time, i havnt done anything which i am supposed to do, i am always irregular and many more things which i hate the most of myself. But apart from things which i dont like about myself, there are things which i like within myself.

According to my memory, i havnt disturbed anyone till date. Even i may also not helped anyone, but i am sure i havnt disturbed or irrated anyone. The simple reason is that i dont like to be disturbed by others. And i love being alone. I love my dreams, my imaginations, my thoughts, my words and my world. My world is full of music. The music in my world rocks. The music is SILENCE. I dunno how many people are like this but i am sure that everyone would have enjoyed the pleasure SILENCE.

Thats the time when i start to evaluate myself. I sit down and think about my actions and my words. If i feel something is wrong with me, then try to correct it. Hey, please dont think that i am a PHYSCO, i am sure i dont come under people with that tag. The thing is that i am over concious about myself. I dont want anyone to humiliate my actions. I am very particular about it.

Hey did you check what i have written so far??? I started with my irregularity which i hate the most and then jumped to my lazziness which is a reason for my irregularity and then i jumped to being alone and silence which i like the most. Hmmm... i am sure i am gonna break my head choosing a topic for this blog. I think i have to name it NO TOPIC!!!