Saturday, March 18, 2006

College...

Asusual i am struck with nothing to start...Maybe a little bit of thinking would help me figure out what iam gonna write today. Hmmmmm....maybe i can write something about my college. I HATE MY COLLEGE !!! yes, i hate my college like anything....Right from the day when i entered into the campus, i havent liked my college for any simple reason. But i love my class, the fun we had all these four years were awesome and i enjoyed greatly the moments i had with my friends. I am belong to the greatest branch of engineering, MECHANICAL , mostly called as Royal Mech or simply Mech. And we ourselves call as the MECH GUYS...

Most importantly, we dont have any gals in our class and so its a guys only group which may also be the reason for the extra enjoyment. Since my college is a TELUGU minority college, i feared in the beginning that it would be hard to find a friend as it would be all GOLTI. But to my surprise all were speaking good tamil and were very friendly. The most important thing about our college is its FOOD. Thats the only thing i could be proud of it.

One of the most memorable moment was our trip to Coimbatore to attend a conference in PSG. It was a three day confernce and the important thing is that i spent only 30-45 minutes for the conference work and the rest just having fun. And also our trip to the Kerala where it was more fun but a bit tired of too much travelling.
As my college life is getting to its end, i feel a pain in my heart to leave all the happy moments and good friends.

But since i am planning to do my Master's, i hope this great excitement and fun would continue in my post graduation too. I am more excited about my PG is that i am planning to do it US. Though its not confirm until i get through my visa, still i am excited about it.

Hope everything goes perfectly for me in the next few months, so that i can do what i wanted and not take what i am forced to do. :)

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Me N My English

Finally i have started writing blogs, it may not be an achievement for others but i feel something great about it, dunno why....Now the thing is i really dunno what to write in my second blog, really confused....Even couldnt pick up a topic to write upon...What am i gonna do??? Hmmmmm...Let me first write what that comes to mind,then later choose a topic for it.(God please stop me from making a mess!!!)

Seriuosly this was my habit right from my school days where teachers ask students to write an essay or composition, i am the odd man out who would be sitting with a blank paper infront of me. Its not that i dont have the knowledge to write stuffs, its only because i dunno how to start and go about it. But if someone gives me good start then i would manage the rest quite well. THE START!!! Thats the real problem for me...One more reason for this is my negative attitude...I guess most of the introverts have this but for me its more obvious that others can see it.

This attitude of mine makes me think that i am not good in english though i have been educated in an english medium school right from my kindergarden. But still i feel the same thing. Damnn!!! how do i get rid of this thing??? I couldnt help myself over this problem all these years... Though i dont get excellent marks in english papers but i manage to get an above average mark. (Hmmmm... thinking about my english marks makes me feel somewat better). All these damaged my spoken english, I am terrible at that, believe me. And for this reason i have been avoiding stages for years...

Even after getting into my college i continued the same style and during my second year i realised that i should put an end to this but how??? I tried paper presentation... And thats how i finally stood in a stage speaking aloud infront of people(People??? Okay Okay i will tell you the truth, there were only five of them and out of that five two were my classmates...HeHeHeHe) But seriously this helped me to a great extent and for the first time i realised for myself that my spoken english wasnt that bad but okay.

Thereafter i did same kind of stuffs to boost my confidence and to a certain extent i was quite successfull. But sometimes i make a mess...Even today in my second project review, my frnd was promting me from the back...Damn Damn Damn it!!! But i also to have to accept the fact that i didnt prepare for the review. Hmmmmmm....hey i still havent decided a topic for this blog...Ohhhh!!! Come on come on... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....I have been talking about my english right, so i will choose something related to this.....My English??? No no i dont like it...Yeah got it, Me N My English...

My first try...

Impressed by my frnz who hav become grt at writin blogs, i too hav deceided to scrap some words...But i am not sure whether anyone can interpret anything from this....But i am sure i wud get better as i do it regularly....Hmmmmm so abt wat shal i talk in my first blog????? Abt movies??? frnz??? me???...No no....Yeah got it, i wil write something abt the music i hav been hearin all these years....

For me the one person who comes into my mind the moment i think abt music is AR RAHMAN..... Yes i am talkin abt the THE MOZART OF MADRAS.... I hav been attracted towards his work rite frm the beginnin....is it only me??? I dont think so, its the whole nation who were amazed by the talent possessed by this man.... No one ever imagined tht he wud attain the fame he has right now.... But everyone knew tht he is way diff from other music directors of the past...

His way of recording,narrating,adding sound n presenting the song was very very diff frm other composers....Maybe thts why he is so successfull, i guess... More than a music composer i like him very much as a human being...Even after this all fame n describing him as the nation's top music scorer, he still remains humble n praises the GOD for al his success....Thts wat i learned frm him....Be humble...Though its very hard in real life, i am stil tryin to a humble person but in many cases i loose it....

And also i want my work to talk more than my words,this too was frm ARR.... But here again i am not successfull... Maybe i am little lazy...Little??? Ok, let me be frank...Yes, i am the laziest guy u could ever see, but i am not able to come out of the shell... But i wil be the first person to buy ARR album when it gets released....For me he is a living legend, nothing more than tht.....

Hmmmmm...i think i hav spent too much of my energy writing my first blog....So let me take some rest.....